17 July 2010


Just watched Inception yesterday. It was no doubt one of the most thrilling cinema experiences I’ve ever had. Totally a mind-bending movie. Something that provokes my brain. Whatever people says or whatever they’re doing, trying to figure out what’s the real ending is, I personally think Nolan want us, the audience, to go along with it without having their logic reject it. And one thing I learned from the movie, your reality might be a dream and vice versa.

Won't spoil anything here, not even the screen caps. So yeah, just go out, see this movie and enjoy!

08 July 2010


There is a day when I woke up in the morning and feeling like I am moving in slow motion. Feeling disoriented. Like I was disconnected from my world.

At that moment I will lying on bed and wondering.
What now? What is next? How should I feel? What is going to happen?

Want to go back to dreamland. But I realized I have reality to live for. I just get out of bed. Goes through daily routine. On the other hand, the day seems surreal. Somehow… I don’t feel a day.
Weird, really weird.

02 July 2010


"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess.

When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!

This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.

So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."

Jessica Stanley's Valedictorian Speech 
(Movie; Twilight Saga: Eclipse)

21 June 2010

"Too Late"

Today I went to see "Letters to Juliet" with my sister. It was nice. Yes, I know this is a cream puff of a movie. But I enjoyed it on so many levels. This movie gives me warm feeling and a little bit shiver at the same time. A good time-killer and worth a watch if you like romantic-comedy-kind-of-movie. 

Well, I'm not going to talk about it. Because I'm not a good movie reviewer. So yeah, why on earth am I writing this?

Here's the reason: I'm tickled by the famous line in this movie. The line in which Claire tells Lorenzo "Sorry I'm late," for keeping him waiting for 50 years. And Lorenzo says, "When we speak about love, it's never too late."

Now, speaking about "too late" I want to share a beautiful poem by Charles Bukowski. Enjoy.

oh yes
there are worse things than/being alone/but it often takes decades
/to realize this/and most often /when you do/it's too late/
and there's nothing/worse/than 
too late.
So true.
When it comes to feeling, true feeling, deep down inside. Sometimes, we fool ourself. Too hard to understand. Too hard to admit. Too hard to believe. We were too afraid to take the right step. Until we realize, it's just, too much, too little, too late.


Ps. If you are too confused to take any step and decided to wait. 
At least, just wait until it's ALMOST too late. 

19 June 2010

I am Pissed Off

pissed |pist| vulgar slang
1 (also pissed off) feeling like you can kill everyone in 1000 mile radius.

(Source: Urban Dictionary)

I know some choices just have worse consequences than others and nobody can stop me from doing anything but myself. I make all of my own decisions, even if those decisions are to do what I am told, or what people say I 'should' do. It annoys me that people need a reason for me to be the way I am. Keep complaining about the mistakes I make. 

I'm fucked up because I fucked me up because I chose to fuck me up. Not even kidding or being sarcastic here.  It's no one else's fault, but my own and I'm okay with that. So why isn't everyone else?

As I said in my previous post, "Mistakes are mine to make and I will learn from it."

So, what is wrong with making mistakes, if we could learn from it?

And by the way, stop complaining about what anyone else doing. Do work. Do you.
Peace out.

13 May 2010

10.04 AM

Sitting beside my windows. Cloudy morning. 
I'm not seeing any sunshine shining through the cloud.
Closing my eyes, enjoying morning breeze.
A morning like this. Bringing back memories for me.

Opening my eyes. Staring into nowhere.
Seeing nothing but everything. Eerie.
Taking a trip down memory lane.

An opaque flashback.
Places. Smells. Voices. Motions. And emotions.
Laughter. Tears. Smile. Happiness. Sadness.
All feelings. And then black.
Disappear, like smoke. Without any receptacle.

Then I stuck in a sustained pause.

I want it back.
You. She. He. Them. Us.
Our time.

09 May 2010

Tihs is Czary

Just found it on Tumblr. Such a fun fact to post. Hope you enjoy! 

If yuo can raed tihs, you hvae a sgtrane mnid, too. Can you raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno’t mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! If you can raed tihs forwrad it.

If you can read this your brain is 50% faster than those who can't. So tell me, can you read this?

27 April 2010

Life's What You Make It

Because life is like a video game but you are both the controller and the controlled.
As I grow older, I try to find a better control of myself.
Need to choice smartly and hoping that choice can be my power.
Otherwise, I'm afraid, it could be my laxity.

Think about today as one more opportunity,
to complete what I have not be able to do up to yesterday. 
Pray a lot. Do the best. Then wait and see.
If it is God’s will, I hope I can be what I want to be.

(Amen to that.)

12 April 2010

Say, Shout & Whisper

She always thinks they are not built to last, shatter like glass.
"Come on," she says. She don't give a damn.
Even she can't remember anything, like what's his favorite game?

But who knows where that path will take them?
And then she shouts,
"Let's go ahead hand in hand and promise not to let go.
Because it may lead us somewhere massive & astounding."

So she just put her arms around him.
And, finally, she whispers, "Oh dear, I love you. "

She loves him.

29 March 2010

I Hate

I hate being told what to do. Especially when I'm really sure with what I am doing and I understand the consequences.

Okay, oftentimes I do not to listen to anyone. That does not mean I am a very bad person. I mean, oh yeah that's bother me a lot when I should listen to somebody that told me what to do and what to think?! It's my mind. On the other hand if you are asking me to do something nice for you, sure I'll do it. I have no problem with that. I love being nice and I love doing nice things for other people. And sometimes I ask people to do something for me too but it's because I would do the same for them.

Look, thank you for your guidance but telling me how to run my life wont help. If you tell me what to do, just prepare for a backlash.

And about mistake. It is mine to make and I will learn from it.

Thanks for reading.

17 January 2010

Wouldn't It Be Nice...

Let's finish the immortal words of The Beach Boys!

This is my "Wouldn't It Be Nice..." thoughts for the day. Enjoy reading.

Wouldn't it be nice if school isn't starts at 6.30 AM?

Wouldn't it be nice if I found myself having more and more free time every day?

Wouldn't it be nice if traffic moved swiftly and easily every day?

Wouldn't it be nice if they can invent a transportation that can do it all? Flying on air, ride on water and drive in the street?

Wouldn't it be nice if the world wasn't bad as it is now?

Wouldn't it be nice if global warming turned out to be a blessing?

Wouldn't it be nice if more things were recyclable?

Wouldn't it be nice to have peace in the world?

Wouldn't it be nice if this world were musical?

Wouldn't it be nice that eating chocolates made you lose weight?

Wouldn't it be nice if we could embrace every day as a new day?

Wouldn't it be nice if I could be kinder and more tolerant?

Wouldn't it be nice if we could break all of the rules for just one day?

Wouldn't it be nice if you got to wear whatever you wanted without being judged?

Wouldn't it be nice to run somewhere else?

Wouldn't it be nice if life were like a dream?

Wouldn't it be nice to have an endless amount of money? And I never had to work another day in my life and traveled all over the world. And found a hot, sweet, smart, and funny guy to live together with. And gave me some adorable babies. And got skinny again....and live happily ever after.

I think that'd be very nice.


"I hate life. I love life. In the end I just find myself happy to be living life, no matter what's being thrown at me." 
What's yours "Wouldn't It Be Nice..." thoughts for the day? Tell me! :>